Im not self medicating, im just…disinfecting internal injuries.
I thought I understood it, that I could grasp it, but I didn’t, not really. Only...– Like Crazy (via iwaswasi)
With every infectious moment that was spent you injected your heavenly scent Each time a second goes by without you Im isolated in my own thoughts, Craving the next rendezvous fixation Addictions are murky For some it is; drugs, alchohol, chocolate or caffeine. Stop me from bleeding blue And let me overdose on you. Ive become a junkie, my addiction is clear Let all my misbehaving Become...
Via Bryce and Kyrsten type Conversations
Bryce: How Do you even know if you really know what love is? Kyrsten: Its like this. You realize what you cant live without. I love cookies, but sometimes I can go a year without them wishing I had a cookie but never putting myself out there for one. Because I know if they dont have my favorite kind, Ill never go out of my way for another cookie ever again. Hugs on the other hand, I cant live...
Im sure at one point in their life every artist’s sat down and drank wine in their pajamas crying and eating creampuffs, right? …..right?!?!
what you believe is what you get justtrippedyourballs.
The tyranny of trying to know Everything takes over the freedom of the mind To find it’s own quest knowing more about Lets end lets long, enough stand in, closer Of violence fair to these not then quandary Fainting of the tendrils that are in my chest as my mate and me are Pull me out Pull me out alive
If anyone needs me, Ill be eating feelings cookies. Kthx.
days like this
Its alot easier to know who I want to be, than accept who I am.
the best feeling in the world is my foot outside the bathtub water, playing under the cold dripping tap. dancing even, thats the feeling that helps you in the most forfeited of moments. those moments are the ones when you just get through. those are the moments that get you by.
fucking triage nurses think im posessed or something because i have blue hair and facial peircings. yeah! of course you dont understand youve probably never had to fight for a goddamn thing in your life. You did really great in science class, you flossed your teeth twice a day, and im sure you even waited until you were of legal age to drink. I fucking get it! you enjoy playing god and would...
id run to you now if i could but things have changed
I will not grow tired Of crayon stars and fire. The sunlight, Has punctured tiny holes, Of life. I closed my eyes, I held my breath, I prayed for life, And gasped for oxygen, It wasn’t there. I couldn’t see, I prayed for light, To scare the shadow out of me, I couldn’t sleep.
one.of.those nights you actually use your journal because if you try to talk to someone they think your crazy
there comes a time when you realize someone elses unhappiness can only effect you so much. i work every saturday- during the morning I counsel people who have gone through such traumatic experiences that it affects their ability to live. Tonight, I realised you need to want it. if someone only gives a shit about the influence your shadowing on their souls, and not about how you became a...
when you have a night and you love pink floyd.. you really love pink floyd.
a bowl of alfredo pasta, and a lb of high liner five minute steamed mussels later….im pretty sure i could eat garlic herb ANYTHING every day. yum. god. uhhhhhhh.
Today Im dedicating myself to taking short measures that put big smiles on my face Farmers Market and Puddle Jumping Yes.
i feel like a lobster. one day your dancing along the ocean floor and another your… walking into a giant gaping net and your trapped in a glass case just wondering how things will end. i never want to leave
about things i have no control over. and cannot.change.
dear neighbour, i know you think im just cooking myself some eats before work, but really im just staring out my kitchen window at your smokin hot bod. i mean who drains noodles that high in the air anyways?! fooled you foo.
noone gets it.
thankyou to the baconator and fries with sea salt gods at wendys
<—- has been judging Tim Hortons’ Chicken Noodle soup without any second guesses. WHY!?!? This soup is so flipping good. For a solid 2 minutes life stopped and I was in complete utter Chicken Noodle Fantasy Land. Gods of Thoupe, Bless this bun.
heres the thing
Im used to being abandoned its the reason im driven and overconfident and the reason im emotional and unstable Im used to being suckered into caring for something/someone so much that I eventually do something so stupid that I screw everything up and end up where I started. Im not alone in being the abandoned Im just alone . I am always looking forward to screwing something up so bad I...
to my beloved bed fort. i cant bear to leave you. i cannot begin to imagine the darkness that happens outside of your walls. i cannot imagine you any other way. you complete me. dont ever change. yours always, Kyrsten.
you never realise just how much youve grown or become until someone challenges you. appearance can be miniscule or the opposition can revolve around it. ultimately it chisels away at one thing most: pride. are you a person who can judge good character or are you a judge of false morals influenced by look?